Computers are magnificent tools for the realization of our dreams, but no machine can replace the human spark of spirit, compassion, love, and understanding.
Louis Gerstner

Everything changes, but beauty remains
Only after the storms, after the rain
Can we join hands is a rainbow so clear
And roam the sky, heaven so near

Thing are looking up, after this storm
Because all the rugged edge were worn
down to the seams, down to the core
and all i can say is what it was for

It was for all the laughter, it was for all the frowns
It was for the times everything was upside-down
For when all i could feel was nothing at all
For when death had begun to beckon, to call

For the times when it was a hell of my own creation
For the times when i was lost to imagination
for the times when i make be my own luck
for the times when i needed a crutch

happy valentines day, everyone!

it's the new year. and i'm already royally screwed.
But i have fifteen days to save myself. just need to find some sort of motivation.

What is your lifes Sound Track?
Go to your music Library(itunes, Windows Media Player, Whatever you have) and put it on Shuffle. THen hit next for ever question. Please no cheating.

Opening Credits:
Big Spender, Queen...
(ummmm...if you say so...)

Waking Up:
Don't Stop Me Now, Queen
(hehehehehehe funny...)

First Day At School:
When it rains, Paramore
(wow)

Falling In Love:
Goofy Goober, Sponge Bob
(i see...that's kinda true...)

During a sex scene, you scream:
Bittersweet, Within Temptation


Fight Song:
Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger- Daft Punk
(wow...this is scaringly accurate)

Breaking Up:
The gay barbie Song
(DON'T SAY THAT! AWwwwwwwww...I don't want to turn him gay!)

After getting drunk you say:
Pressure, Paramore

Prom:
The avenue Q theme, Avenue Q
(ummmmmmmm...)

At your speech after you become prom queen/king you say:
Cell Blick Tango (He had it coming), Chicago Soundtrack
(Wow...)

Life's OK:
A little fall of rain, Les Miserables
(NO0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O)

Mental Breakdown:
Big Spender, Shirley Bassey
(My Opening song and my mental breakdown just happen to be the same song? creepy...)

Driving:
Better Life, Three Days Grace


Flashback:
Enchantment Passing Through, Aida
(now THIS is creepy)

Getting Back Together:
Fantasies Come True
(I think I'm scared to know...)

Wedding:
Under the Sea, the Little Mermaid
(Randomness...)

Birth of Child:
Liberate, Disturbed
(AHHHHHH IM GONNA HAVE A DEMON BABY!!!)

Paying the Dues:
Eye of the Tiger, Survivor
(I'm not so sure about this one)

Your deepest secret:
I know the truth, Aida
(this is creepifying)

Night Before War:
One, Metallica
(ummmmmmmmmmmmmm ok...)

Final Battle:
Guys and Dolls, Frank Sinatra and Dean Martin
(randoms...)

Moment of Triumph:
On the Rise, Dr. Horrible
(creepy?!...YES?!?!?!?!?!?!)

Death Scene:
Timor, Shakira
(So i'm gonna die in Timor?????)

Funeral Song:
Seether, Remedy
(My funeral's gonna rock!)

End Credits:
Part of your world, Little mermaid
(wow...)

Hey there!
It's been forever, hasn't it?
I am alive, happily enough.
Its the worst time of year for me, for many people, and yet this season has brought me so much to be thankful for.
I have come to many, MANY realizations.
1-I AM NOT AN ARTIST.
-I cannot write. I cannot draw. It is only depressing to keep trying and consistently failing.
2-I HATE CHRISTMAS
-It is simply stupid.
3-I owe so much to so many people.
-Heartless-Abby, Ghostey, Ruby, you guys are amazing. Janeathan, you are really growing into an amazing artist. Stalker, never doubt that you poetry makes my day.
4-There's this guy....
-Who makes my life so amazing. I owe him everything.
5-My Kiddos are the best thing to happen to me EVER
-They have always made everything so special. I love them with everything i have, but have not been able to see them that much lately.(No they're not MINE, but my daycare children)

I am so grateful to you guys.
maybe, in the new year, i can get back online to work with you guys more.

Happerry ChristmaHannaQuanziDon